3.1.11

Someday

Tomorrow I go back to regular schedule. Singing three times a week, theory/sight singing/piano twice a week, German once a week, work four times a week, one private acting class a week plus two group classes a week come mid January. Bank account? Empty. Social life? Ha, ya okay Mikayla.

I've been getting more and more frustrated lately with my social life. Because I'm not in school, therefore not consistently surrounded by people I have a lot in common with, I find it difficult relating to people as easily as I used to. My tastes and knowledge on certain things has become so refined that I can no longer stay intrigued when talking about what happened at Jorge's party the other night; I just don't care. I also have noticed that people find it hard to listen to what I have to say sometimes because I talk about what I like to talk about, music. I mean of course I like to talk about other things as well, that sounds very closed-minded, but I get the most out of talking about music and the interactions between people that it creates. I really wish I had more people that actually wanted to talk about that and people that I could learn from as well, but I guess that's asking too much(?) Ah well, some day soon it'll happen.

Off to dinner now, Greyston (my pretty-much-brother) has made another fantabulous meal I'm sure.

3 comments:

Drammy said...

ill talk about music with u!

lol ugh and i won't have a social life if i wanna go to medical school. now or then. or after. hehehe

Mac Attack said...

youre wonderful for talking about music with! and surely other things too, haha. But it will be so worth it when you're saving lives, right?

Drammy said...

yea provided i'm not a terrible doc :)

yeah but i really love people. idk, i really became so much less antisocial this year