Who is that girl I see, staring straight back at me

     I just want to sing. After a long day of frustrating events proceeding to stress me out, it's the only thing I've got. It's funny though, because it all depends on the kind of stress I'm feeling. If I'm annoyed with my physical appearance, I don't like to sing because no matter what I think I sound like shit, and it throws my technique way off. Although if I'm stressed about school, friends, or family for some reason it helps to relieve it. It makes it difficult because most of the time it's over my face and body.

     I'm very easily broken. My confidence is seriously as thin as ice; it melts with little pressure. When I look in the mirror the first thing I see is my nose. I'm a very obvious combination of my parents, but unfortunately I got the worst of the worst(not to say that my parents are bad looking). My nose has a bump, and a bubble. It's great. It doesn't make me want to gag or anything. As you move down, you will see that my lips look inflated. Although don't forget my eyes: the bulging tennis balls inserted into my face. Lovely. And to top it all off, my chin. I have two of them. 

     I wont even get started on my body.

     Now you know the reason why one of the things on my list is, "stop caring so much about my appearance." There are days when I wake up and don't feel like shit about myself, they happen once or twice every two weeks. I don't know how to make them reoccur more often. Anyone have an idea?  

P.S- Mulan is a GREAT movie.